touch emo tonight, again....
All I wanted was to be loved
You didn't have to humiliate me
I trusted you
I confided in you, I told you what my father did to me, and you used it agaisnt me
I was finally starting to feel safe, the first time in my entire life I thought I was safe
I thought you would listen to me, I thought you would respect my wishes,
you said you would protect me and never hurt me, you lied
You hurt me, and you know it
You didn't even say sorry, you acted like it was for the greater good and then acted as if nothing happened
What were you doing when I was screaming for you to stop, what were you thinking when I was crying out in pain.
I was slowly getting better and you kept knocking me down every time I started to stand up, you knocked legs right out from under me
Someone who loves you is supposed to treat you with care, is supposed to care about you, you didn't
I'm not your property
I started to believe I deserved it, I didn't have the right to want what I want, I didn't have the right to say no, I didn't have the right to not have have sex.
I tried to think it would only happen once, it wouldn't happen again, it was a mistake, he didn't mean to hurt me, I lied to myself, I knew better, I knew the way it goes.
I just wanted to feel safe, I wanted to decide things for my own body, to have control of what happened to me, you took a that simple right from me.
I never wanted to live that way, I don't belong to you, I belong to me and me alone
I will not live that way, I refuse to live that way, no son of a bitch will ever take that away from me again
you are a coward, I hope karma bites you in the ass